Sunday, September 30, 2007

Saturday




The boys and I went to the park on Saturday...We had a blast...Fed the ducks, and walked alot...They found lots of stuff to climb on and wore themselves out...It is so fun to watch them feed the ducks...simple things seem to make us happier these days...

Saturday, September 29, 2007

If your reading this

Thank you

Thank you Genesha for the gift that you have given my family...What a blessing it was this morning to receive this gift...Your kindness is appreciated...Your kindness will also never be forgotten...
Tara Starbuck and her boys.....

In a world where it seems these days that everything is falling apart, and the world is just full on bad intent, a day like today is so very cherished...and very unexpected...so whoever, or whatever you are, my heart and the heart of my boys is smiling today..It is days like today that my faith is restored...blessings to you also


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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Sleeping with the telephone

well nick and i arent married of course, but i wanted to share this, because i just love this song...now my eyes are all red and puffy..lol...thanks to whoever showed me this song!!

Reba McEntire Sleeping With The Telephone Lyrics Featuring:

I knew who he was When I took his name But somehow knowin' Is just not the same late at night He knows the danger But he does what he does He calls it duty But I call it love So here I am While he’s gone To some foreign land And I cry'Cause I’m alone And the nights get so cold and long And I try not to think he won’t come homeBut I’m sleeping with the telephone The yellow ribbon on my neighbor’s gate Always reminds me that someone’s awake Just like me I hear the sirens And I watch the newsHe laughs and leaves with his gunAnd his blue uniformAnd I pray God keeps him safe from harm And I cry'Cause I’m aloneAnd the nights get so cold and long And I try not to think he won’t come home But I’m sleeping with the telephoneI loose him in my darkest dream s And my blood runs cold and my heart skips a beatSo I get up; I can’t take anymore Sometimes I hate how much I love him But everyday I love him moreAnd I try not to think he won’t come home But I’m sleeping with the telephone Something awakes me from where he should beI reach for him; the telephone rings

PREJUDICE, IGNORANCE, HATE

I grew up believing that every mans faith was his own, and that what a person believes is what gets them through this life...I have my beliefs, but i dont expect anyone else to follow them...i do expect that as long as i am not forcing my issues on anyone else that i should be left alone to believe, and live my life the way i see fit...I dont understand the idea of hating someone for what they believe...friday night this community was hit hard by an act of violence that would devistate any religion...I have been thinking about this all day...and trying to come up with the words to explain myself...but now that i am sitting here typing this, im at a loss as to what i want to say...Someone i had the pleasure meeting on about a dozen occasions was beaten on Friday night...I Dont know all of the facts, but this struck a nerve with me...first of all, this man, no matter what his religion, is a really nice man...He was beaten to the point of having to have brain surgery, and is on life support...Left on the side of the road like he didnt matter...he is still in a coma, and hasnt regained consiousness since he was found...yeah, its possible that it was just a random act of violence...but i have a really strong feeling that it wasnt...

i had so many thoughts running through my head, and now i cant seem to get them straight, so im leaving at that...I was standing in the shower, and everything i wanted to put here was coming to mind, and now i cant think...all i can say is it takes a real coward to beat a man that way...yep a coward, because, a real man would talk out there differences instead of doing stupid things to hurt someone in any way...I am mad, and maybe that is why i cant get everything out the way i want it to come out...so, maybe i will try again tommorrow...

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

SLEEP, i need some

For the last couple of weeks i have barely been getting any sleep...and when i do finally get some i get woke up by crazy ass dreams...two nights in a row i have only gotten a couple hours of sleep...sunday night i finally fell asleep only to wake from a hellacious dream at 4am...didnt go back to sleep after that...Last night, i went to bed about 10:30pm, and didnt fall alseep till after 2am...then woke back up at 4:30, 5, and finally 6...if i am lucky i will get some good sleep tonight...usually when i cant sleep i am stressed about something...but im not at all...my gma is doing good, my mom is back from the wedding and all is great on the homefront...i even got a temporary job, which will help with filing the divorce papers...

i got picture order forms, and a fundraiser packet for all thekids this week...the fundraiser just istn gonna happen...and omg, pictures are so damn expensive this year...i cant believe the cost...i swear it has doubled in price...the boys get to bowl again this friday...i think it will go alot smoother this time...

its getting ready to storm right now, so time to turn all the lights off and enjoy the light show...nighty night..

Sunday, September 23, 2007

my weekend

This weekend wasnt too bad...It went by really fast...My grandma is doing well...she is still full of spunk, and has that light in her eyes...i am really glad for that...they have already started physical therapy for her...

My boys got home at a decent time tonight, all showered and readyfor bed...i was glad for that, it gave me a chance to spend some time with them before they went to bed...I didnt go to the hospital today...i got my house cleaned up, and when i woke this morning, i felt like crap..i had a fever, but i think that is gone now, but now i have a really bad headache, and my back has been hurting...thursday night i slipped ona blanket laying on the floor upstairs, and my back has been hurting since then...i need to have it cracked, but have no one to do it...the boys seemed to have a good weekend...sounds like they spent most of it with daddy, and i think that made a difference...they were glad to be home though...i always miss them so much when they are gone, but i knowit is a break i need...

Nick only has about 2 more weeks at NTC thank goodness...i am missing the sound of his voice so bad right now...cant wait to see him again...wish i could see him sooner...i miss him...the boys miss him...so, that was my weekend...nothing too exciting..

Friday, September 21, 2007

TGIF

Nothing too exciting happed today...Last night I was wired...i didnt fall alseep till after 2am...i just had so much energy...

denny picked the boys up from school and took them bowling tonight...I wanted to be there for they're first league game, but needed to see my gma too...He called while i was up at the hospital, and said logan was crying because he didnt know how to bowl the right way, and michaels team mates where were teaching him...i guess he finally talked logan into bowling...michael is the only boy on a team of girls, and i guess the girls were just all over him trying to help teach him..lol..my lil 9 year old pimp...i was torn between being with my gma, and being with my boys...

So my gma is doing well, she was sore, and they made her sit up today...but she is in high spirits, flirting with the doctors and everything..lol...i stayed up there for a while...she was starting to get tired, and i was too, so i came home...we are trying to work it out so that she can go home instead of a rehabilitation place, but not sure how we could work it out...they ended up fixing her arm yesterday too..

i miss my boys already this weekend...normally i get a chance to say bye to them, but this time i didnt...





Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i agree with erin, crappy day

I am really glad this day is about to come to and end...It was a long, long day...I spent the majority of my day while the kids where in school at the hospital with my gma...It was good to be there and i felt really useful being able to keep her company...She is scheduled for surgery at 3pm tommorrow...they are doing a total hip replacement...while i was there today they had to move her from side to side to clean off the area they will do surgery tommorrow, they have to do this 4 times before then....she asked me to leave the room becuase she didnt want me to see her in pain...so i went down to the vending machines and got a snack...i came back too soon...they were still moving her around, and she was screaming and crying...it was a scream i cant get out of my head...almost an animal like scream....she dosnt know i heard her, i pulled myself together before they were done...it is still ringing in my ears though...she was in so much pain...they set her arm and put it in a cast, but they will do surgery on it in a few weeks, after her hips heal up a bit...not sure how long she will be in the hospital...

so the rest of the day went smoothly..ive been a bit of a wreck, but ive managed to get through this day...it was so cute earlier, dominic decided to clean..lol..he cleaned michaels bedroom, and was so proud of himself, that he went on to clean the upstairs bedroom, and the front porch...then he folded up the blankets in the living room that go on the couch...my little helper for the day...he gets the good boy award for the day...Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

its not raining, its pouring

Today started out really well...cranky kids this morning, but other then that i got alot done...i had just picked up my boys from school and my mom calls me to tell me she is in the emergency room...im so frustrated right now i could scream...So many things keep happening to my family...my grandma fell today again, she is the one that broke her arm, the one that just moved onto a new house with my mom...anyway..she was able to call 911 she had her phone in her pocket...so the ambulance and my mom got there at the same time, they took her to Bronson ER...she broke her OTHER arm in 2 places, and her hip...omg her hip...this is the same grandmother that lost her oldest son and her mom within a month of each other last oct-nov...So as of now her arm is set.....she goes into surgery tommorrow to repair her hip...My cousin is getting married on a couple of days, and she was suppose to go to that...now there is no possible way, it is out of state, so no way...I cancelled my interview, because my mom is still going, and i need to be with my gma...im not worried about that part....i feel like my family is just dropping off the face of the earth lately...since last november, so many things have happened, not only do i have battles in my personal life, but now i am worried about her...I just feel like i am slowly losing my grip on the ability to see a positive in situations...what is positive about this?

a little of everything

The last couple of days have not been too bad...The boys and i spent the day together on Sunday, and just relaxed, well for most of the day anyway...I got a lot of writing done, and reading also...right now i am reading a book about an Amish community, its actually a trilogy...I'm on the last book now...its a great story...i have always been fascinated by the Amish....

Steven and Dominic started with their new teacher yesterday, so far, so good...they were in high spirits about it, although i think they miss there first one...she is the greatest teacher i have ever had for the boys...anyway, i talked to the new teacher this morning, and she said they did great yesterday..,She has a bit of a louder voice, but its not booming loud, so i think she will be very affective for them...i need to help them work on writing names better...they aren't very good at it, but if i write it, they will copy it underneath...Steven is better at the coloring and writing, and Dominic is better at the motor skills stuff...Logan had 2 sheets of homework yesterday, one of them just had the number 5 printed and nothing else..lol..logan had no idea what he was suppose to do with it, so i wrote the teacher a note telling her that i would help him with his homework as long as i knew what it was suppose to be..Michael seems to be really happy with his teacher...his confidence level is way up, and he is starting to do alot more things by himself...i am really happy with things so far...

I talked to Nick last night for about 15 minutes...he seems in good spirits even though NTC is not real organized at this point...He misses everyone so much...the boys ha vent been able to talk to him in a couple of weeks because of his schedule, but they are doing OK with it...He cant wait to get back to Hawaii, and i cant wait till he is too...then a month later he will be home for a few weeks...then off to Iraq....

I have an interview on Saturday for some office work...we will see how that goes...I don't think it is going to work out...it is for a company that I'm not to sure about...my first instinct is to back out of it, but what will an interview hurt...I am having trouble finding a job, because of having to be out early, but i know i will find the right one...I still want to do daycare, but i have to make money to get all the things together for that one...they require you to have everything completely done before you send in the application now...whereas before you could send in the application, and get everything finished within 6 months...so now i am kind of stuck....I have to come up with the money for Christmas, last year i sold my 4 wheeler to buy the kids some presents, i need to come up with the money for my divorce, and the money for this daycare thing....I'm very frustrated, i know it will all work out, but at the moment, I'm really not looking fore ward to Christmas this year...i know it has nothing to do with the presents, but its nice to have a few things under there...this year i have nothing to sell..ah well, no sense stressing about it this early...it will all come together....

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Saturday

Boy today seemed to drag on so bad...i didnt get anything done till just now...but once i started i just kept on going...lol...funny how that works...The boys are in bed now, so its just time to chill...I was so cold all day, had a heck of a time getting warm...The boys were so full of energy today...they just seemed to giggle and laugh all day...of course with 4 hyper boys you end up having a few disagreements too...but they are laying in bed quietly now...i told them if they went to bed with no fussing that we would go to the park tommorrow for a picnic...they dont need to know that even if they dont we are still going...
i was suppose to have some friends over tonight, but i guess they decided that they werent gonna show or call...but whatever, I am getting use to it...I thought it would be a nice change to have friends over, keep my mind off of being so lonely lately, but it didnt happen...guess i will sit down and read and write for a while, then go to bed...i have some other work to do also...no better time then now to get it done...

Friday, September 14, 2007

just do it...lol

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The last couple of days have just seemed to go so slowly...I got a call from the twins principal the other day, and my first thought was OMG they are getting into trouble already..lol...Well, that's not what it was about...Seems that there aren't as many kindergartners as they figured they would have this year, so the teacher that they have is being moved down to the preschool or something like that....I am really disappointed....I really like this teacher and i just cant see the boys with a different one...Steven and Dominic are kind of upset about it, but they seem to do OK with change, so i think they will adjust quickly...At least i hope this change doesn't set them back at all, if it does I'm not sure what i will do...Too many more changes to this school and I will pull them out and put them in a different one...Ive already talked to Denny about it...And he agrees...
So, something to be excited about!!!! Michael and Logan will be joining a junior bowling league...I am so excited for them, it will be there first team type thing...i am worried that Michael wont want to follow through with it, but we will see...I am just so excited that they will be doing something like this...I sign them up tonight, and they start bowling next Friday! My only issue is the money for it, but I am sure I will work it out somehow...
The last couple of days have been so strange...They have Nick in a different part of the training center, well now they are actually at the training part instead of the base....Sprint doesn't get a signal out there, so my days have been very quiet...No text messages or short "i love you" phone calls....He has been borrowing buddies phones at night to call me, and the calls have only been 10-20 minutes...I knew it would be like this, but I don't really think I had myself completely prepared for it...I miss him, and I'm so lonely without him, he is trying his best to keep in touch though...My phone is just so damn quiet, he really is the only one that calls me these days...I think i have made my friends mad or something, but nothing i can really do about that...Nick got his plane tickets, well the itinerary at least...So now at least i know when he is coming and going...Letting him go this time is going to be so much harder...This time I am putting him on the plane to send him overseas....well shortly after he goes back at least...I am dreading that...
Time to start my day and get stuff done...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Silence

Do you ever notice how strange it is when you have total silence...Seems like the TV or radio is on at all times...Or there is always the kids noise, which in all actuality is a beautiful noise...but there is always background noise...it is kind of like we are afraid of silence...afraid to take a moment of nothingness...I realized today that i was getting annoyed with the things on the TV...So I made a challange to myself to turn it off...I wasnt watching it anyway...My first instinct when the Tv was turned off, was to head to the kitchen and turn on the radio...As i stood there with my hand on the button i decided against it and made a decision to feel the silence...It was great...I really enjoyed it...I got a few things done, then took the time to sit in the silent house and write for a couple of minutes, then read for a while...i really dont know how long it has been for me since i sat in total silence and just let my mind work....Very relaxing, and i feel renewed, and feel better about the end of the school day coming...I challenge to you turn off the tv, and the radio for a little while each day and just be alone with the silence...it does wonders for a person....

WTF?

It really dosnt suprise me that we have all of these anorexic women these days...All i have heard on the news and radio this morning is about how fat a celebrity looked on tv last night or something like that...Well i thought she looked beautiful, and it is a shame that a woman that has had 2 kids close together is made fun of for having some extra weight...she was far from overweight...People judge way before they ever know or care to know the circumstances revolving around it...I am overweight...I have a thyroid disease...I walk a mile 3 times a week, dont eat much junk food, take my boys on bikerides and walks...I am still overweight...It is just who i am...I have one person that seems to feel the need to tell me how fat i am...I guess maybe it makes him feel like a bigger man...who knows...I just think it is rediculous that when we are doing what we can to be healthy you have these people trying to put you down all the time...get over yourselves, your not perfect either....

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

9/11/07

well i didnt name this post because i am sure the date says it all...its been a really long day...and im tired, and not feeling all that great...

There really are no words for today...its a sad day, and sometimes it seems that we havent come very far since then...yes, we got one jerk..but what about the others...since we lost all those lives on 9/11, we have lost more to war...and will continue to lose more...at this point i dont know how i feel about that anymore...Sometimes i think we should continue, other times i dont...Im not sure we are making progress anymore...sometimes i think they are just there policing now...

What i do know is that my man ships out in December...before christmas...Not sure yet if we get him for Thanksgiving ...His deployment is 15 months...it sucks, but it is definately worth the wait...i can handle it...i will miss him very much...

i had this whole blog planned out for today, but well, once i started typing, the urge to talk about just kind of faded away...Im having an off day...a day where im not doing so well, but tommorrow will be better, it always is...

Monday, September 10, 2007

just stuff

Nothing really exciting has happened the last couple of days...I was pretty mad sunday night...the X didnt bring the boys home till 9 because he had taken them to the fair...Well even when you have days of fun, bedtime is 8PM on a school night...very rarely do I make exceptions...So they got dropped off at 9 with mcdonalds and a coke in there hands...9pm was bad enough, then to top it more, they had junk food for dinner, past there bedtime, with a coke...the worst, they hadnt had a shower...so needless to say, the boys went to school today without a shower after a weekend of sweating...i was so mad that he apologized for bringing them home late, and i said yep, and shut the door in his face...now mind you, im not mad that he did anything to me, but these boys dont deserve that...i understand that they were having a good time, and it was nice that he took them, i give him props for that...but that kind of stuff cant get in the way of there learning...michael already has a hard enough time, and the twins are new to the all day school thing...being tired dosnt make it easy on them...its just not good for them...It makes it very hard on the teachers to start out the week with tired kids...and getting them up in the morning after they go to bed with junk in there stomach isnt easy either...i had a bear of a time getting them out of bed...and dominic was so tired that he dint want to eat breakfast...
today was not too bad...i got alot of stuff done and got some bills paid while the kids where in school...then when they came home, we just hung out as a family...the twins had homework for the first time..logan didnt...michael got his first library book of the year...he was excited about it...Logan hasnt had any homework yet...i am hoping it is because he is getting it all done at school, but we will see...if i dont see anything this week, i will call the teacher to find out...just to make sure that he isnt hiding it...well i m off to read for a while...night

Sunday, September 9, 2007

i need a break

yeah, im not talking about a break from the kids...i just mean a break in general...i have not had a real weekend away since my husband left...i am way overdue for a getaway...
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Friday night didnt work out...i was suppose to meet a friend for drinks, and too much shit got in the way of that...i feel bad, i tried to call to explain things once i got her message, but my phone was punking out on me...sometimes i just want to tell nextel to kiss my ass...so hopefully i will se her online today so i can let her know what happened...then saturday i went to the wine and harvest festival in paw paw, that was fun...i thought maybe i would see some old friends there but i didnt...i seen Troy's parents walking around...Troy is a friend of my ex husband...Talked to them for a little while...then ran into my cousin and his new wife...was suprised when he introduced her as his wife...i had no idea he had gotten remarried...my own cousin, someone i was really cose to growing up, and i didnt even know...ah well...i was suppose to meet up with a girl friend on saturday, but 15 minutes to the time she was suppose to show up she had someone call to tell me she wasnt gonna make it...I seriously need to make some more friends...why the hell would she have her man call me to say she wasnt gonna show, instead of calling me herself...im really pissed off today...sometimes i just want to be done trying to be friends with people...i get along better with guys, but seems that everytime i hang out with someone, stupid rumers start about who is sleeping with who..well im only sleeping with one...its like because i am a woman im not suppose to have guy friends, and that sucks, because some of my best friends are guys..but, whatever...life goes on...

Cant wait for the kids to come home tonight...The weekends they are away are a nice break, but being without them just sucks...its always so nice when it is time for them to come home...enough for now...gotta get some things done..

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Daily OM

This was sent to me in one of my daily emails, and i liked it so much that i felt the need to share it with you....enjoy..

September 6, 2007Below The SurfaceFinding Deep Strength
We have all faced moments in our lives when the pressure mounts beyond what we feel we can handle, and we find ourselves thinking that we do not have the strength to carry on. Sometimes we have just gotten through a major obstacle or illness only to find another one waiting for us the moment we finally catch our breath. Sometimes we endure one loss after another, wondering when we will get a break from life’s travails. It does not seem fair or right that life should demand more of us when we feel we have given all we can, but sometimes this is the way life works. When we look back on our lives, we see that we have survived many trials and surmounted many obstacles, often to our own amazement. In each of those instances, we had to break through our ideas about how much we can handle and go deeper into our hidden reserves. The thought that we do not have the strength to handle what is before us can be likened to the hard surface of a frozen lake. It appears to be an impenetrable fact, but when we break through it, we find that a deep well of energy and inspiration was trapped beneath that icy barrier the whole time. Sometimes we break through by cutting a hole into our resistance with our willpower, and sometimes we melt the ice with compassion for our predicament and ourselves. Either way, each time we break through, we reach a new understanding of the strength we store within ourselves. When we find ourselves up against that frozen barrier of thinking we cannot handle our situation, we may find that the kindest choice is to love ourselves and our resistance too. We can simply accept that we are overwhelmed, exhausted, and stretched, and we can offer ourselves loving kindness and compassion. If we can extend to ourselves the unconditional warmth of a mother’s love, before we know it, the ice will begin to break.

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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

The Boys first day and other stuff

The boys had a great first day of school...when i picked them up they were so excited about the day...i just love the sparkle in those eyes when they are excited the way they were...it was great...and after being in school all day, they got along so well last night...i have missed that...My boys normally get along, so it was a great feeling to see that again...the morning of the first day went pretty smooth...we had laid out the clothes the night before, so they knew exactly what the had to do in the morning...we were ready 20 minutes early, we are never early, not with 4 boys...when we got to the first school logan, steven and dominics school, they were pretty ok with it...in fact logan impressed me by being such a big boy about it...with him being the middle child, sometimes he dosnt do well with things...dominic was really good about it too, but steven cried when i went to leave....

so this morning went smooth also, in facet we were ready in time for them to watch some cartoons before school...i was very proud of them...dominic is the one that didnt want mommy to leave this morning...he threw an all out fit as i walked out the door....i felt so bad...but he will learn that mommy will come back every afternoon to get him...Michael had a hard time when he was that age also....Michael did really well this morning too, he lead the way to his classroom so that i was sure he remembered how to get there, then he wanted to go outside and play with the kids till it was time to go to class, which meant it was time for mommy to leave...

I came home and went to bed today, i hadnt slept in 2 nights, andi finally felt my body crashing...so i slept the day away..i got nothing done in the house, but at least i feel better now...time tohead to the store, everyone have a great afternoon...

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

The Purina Diet

I got this in a foreward from my friend val, and i just had to share it with the world...It sounds like something i would do just to get a reaction...enjoy, and everyone have a good day..

The Purina Diet> >

I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for> my dog and was in line to check out. A woman behind> me asked me if I had a dog... > > I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her> NO and that I was starting The Purina Diet again,> although I probably shouldn't because I ended up in> the hospital the last time. But I had lost 50 pounds> before I awakened in an intensive care unit with> tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in> both arms. Her eyes just about bugged out of her> head.> > I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she> was totally buying it. I told her that it was an> easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is> to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets> and simply eat one or two every time you feel> hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally> complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to> mention here that practically everyone in the line> was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a> tall guy behind her.) > > Horrified, she asked if something in the dog food> had poisoned me and was that why I ended up in the> hospital. I said, > "Oh NO!, I'd been sitting in the street licking my> butt when a car hit me." > > I thought the tall guy in back of the line was going> to have to be carried out.

Monday, September 3, 2007

damn

So, today being a holiday, i thought it would be really nice to take my boys to the park and let them play for a couple of hours...they even cleaned both bedrooms and made their beds so they could go...we got into Lawrence to the big park, only to find out that they were having the Ox fest, which is a cute little festival they have Labor day weekend...I completely forgot about this...So we walked around for a little while, but the park was just too busy to play...there was no way i could have kept an eye on all 4 of them, there was just way too many people there...But that wasnt the bad part....what upsets me is the look on my childrens faces when i told them no, we couldnt ride the rides, and no we coudlnt get an elephant ear, or buy all the cute little festival toys...I felt like a total loser today....They looked so heartbroken because mommy didnt have the money to let them have fun today...it was all i could do not to cry in front of them...I know what i am doing for them is the right thing...I live completely off of child support at this time so that i can take care of them, and so that i can be there for them....but it is still upsetting when this kind of stuff happens, because they just dont understand why it is like this...One day they will, i know it, but today it just broke my heart to see the disappointment on there sweet little faces...I just felt like i was letting them down, and i dont like letting my boys down...I know that me being there for them is most important, and when it comes to the necessary things they dont do without, i make sure of that, but it makes it hard to do the extra stuff that comes up once ina while...i just feel like shit about it today...

yesterday

I was so glad when bedtime finally came last night...I dont know about anyone else, but yesterday seemed to just drag on...I couldnt seem to get the kids out the door to play, and we were all in bad moods...I seemed that every time i would look at the clock i would expect at least an hour had gone by, and come to find out it was only 15 minutes or so...yesterday was just a really bad day for me...Not sure why, i just had a hard time smiling yesterday...School starts tommorrow, i am glad for that...Still nervous about it though...Michael starting a new school is a hard thing...when we went to check it out i could tell his anxieties were running pretty high...I might have a friend of mine take him to his new class, that way the transition from being with me all summer, and going to a new school will go smoother...i will post more later, at the end of today...just wanted to do a short post now for some reason...everyone have a great Labor Day...
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