Tuesday, February 5, 2008

in my jammies today

well, all the boys are sick today...this cold just keeps hanging on...but it took mine a while to calm down, so it dosnt really suprise me...Michael hadnt been sick yet, so i suspected he would get it this week...Logan didnt really have it last week either, he was just tired...Dominic woke up crying last night, and was majorly stuffed up...it was bad...i ended up putting him in a hot shower at 1am....it helped break up the congestion in his nose, and he slept the rest of the night...i dont know what to do, i dont have insurance for any of them right now, cuz they are giving me a hard time about it..i suspect they might need antibiotics, and least dominic and logan might...so, i just dont know what to do....the dont get sick when we have insurance....they are never sick when he have it..now, my insurance is suspended, im having a hell of a time getting it reinstated, and they get sick! arg.... just dont know what to do

ive been putting applications in everywhere i can think of...no job offers yet...i need to stick close to home, cuz my van leaks every fluid youcan think of right now..i dont want to kill it completely by driving too far...so, im still stuck on that one right now...im feeling kind of like a faliure today...no insurance for the boys, and no job for me, and im totally at a loss as to what to do next...

i talked to nick last night online for almost an hour...it was so great to get that extra time with him...its been a while since i had...i miss him so much....he said the leftover halloween candy i sent went over well with the guys, so im sending more of it....we stillhave a ton left, and i have it stashed in my bedroom so the boys forget about it...

so i am spending the day with the boys in my jammies...ive been cleaning, and taking care of them...with everyone sick my house feels like its just full of all sorts of germs...so, at least i am accomplishing something today...

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