Wednesday, March 12, 2008

just blogging

im slacking bigtime on keeping up with this blog...i dont know why...sometimes i feel like all i do i whine in here...

Michaels speech therapist caught up with me yesterday...she said Michael no longer needs her! that means he us up to speed on his speech...i was so excited...it was a long time coming, and for an autistic child that really means something huge!!!

Logan isnt doing real well...he just cant seem to concentrate in class...i honestly think it has something to do with the teacher....everyone i have talked to dosnt like her...i wish i had known that before the year started...he is being tested for some things..i need to get him an appointment to have his eyes tested...i think he needs glasses...i can just imagine how many pairs we will go through in a year with him...he isnt easy on stuff....

i have requested steven be tested too...i didnt want to, but he is falling behind, and if there is something wrong with him, i want to be able to catch it before he gets behind....

Dominic comes home every day and talks about what he learns, but yet i keep getting reports from school that he is being naughty and wont do the work....so, im kind of confused on that one....maybe they need to be tougher on him...what ever happened to them disciplining in school...i dont get it...being naughty deserves consequences, even in school...

lots of drama going on this way, but probably nothing i should put in a blog...Denny hasnt refiled for the divorce as far as i know....im still really pissed about it...its a control issue i think...he is afraid of my happiness...would mean he is a faliure...funny how the same stupid things he accused me of are the same things he is accusing every one of his current or ex girlfriends...do you see a trend there? he does things, then tries to make it out like he is the one being played...but the things he says about me dont matter anymore, and if you believe what he said then you dont really know me anyway....

i have been so tired since the last time i got sick...just exhausted....i cant get enough sleep...its strange...ive got a spot cleared out for my treadmill, to set it up in my room...then i can just pull it into the doorway and watch tv while im walking...im gonna start back up with half an hour...then work up to walking an hour a day...i started a while back, but it was out on teh back porch, andi cant stand walking on it, in an unfinished room....i finally got some medical insurance, so i can maybe get healthy again...hopefully i can get back on my thyroid meds and get that regular again...would make me feel alot better....

Michael was denied his disability...the reasoning is too much equity in this house...well that dosnt pay for the things he needs, so its time to see about a disability lawyer...

with the time change its harder to chat with Nick before bed now....time in Iraq didnt change, so now when he gets off work its midnight here instead of 11pm....thats just too late for me to stay up....he will finally have internet the first of the month...im pretty excited about it...

well, off to bed...

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