Friday, May 9, 2008

just a few things

The last couple of weeks it feels like i have been running the kids around like crazy...so much that i havent been able to talk to Nick as much, and its really getting to me...His internet has been messing up, and all the kids appointments have been keeping me away during alot of the times he is on...its frustrating...besides the fact that, i just want him home...im feeling sorry for myself, but im allowed that once in a while...Most days im pretty strong about him being gone, but these last couple of days have been rough...if i could have slept the day away, i would have...

So, ive been babysitting...and i am beginning to think i have him more then his own mom...to the point of this child becoming a part of the family...Most of the things we do as a family he is there for now...im gonna miss him when he dosnt come here anymore...lol, its like having triplets....he is 5, just like the twins...

i mowed the whole lawn today...i love to do it, cuz it makes for such a nice workout...I also got the living room and the kitchen cleaned and the laundry done....im gonna sleep great tonight...its nice to have things done for mommy's day weekend...i dont have to worry about a mess for my day...

i think the boys and i are gonna go have a picnic tomorrow...i wanted to do it on mothers day but its suppose to rain, so we will do it saturday instead...not sure yet..

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