Monday, June 9, 2008

2 years, Nick and I

I am really kind of excited about today...It is 2 years ago today that Nick and i became a couple...It was a rough start, and it took me a while to get use to the fact that i was allowed to be happy...He hung in there...he was, and is still my rock...The rollercoaster ride has become a steady road...I am so happy to have found a place in this life with him...i love you soldier boy...you are my heart...happy 2 year!!!

So the deployment is going pretty decent...its 6 months ago today that he doployed...about 7 months since i seen him...im ready for it to be over...we are doing ok with it though...we talk as often as we can...usually at least once a day....sometimes its longer, but not often...i dont write as often, but mostly cuz we get to talk so often, so he already knows whats going on, and i just end up repeating myself in a letter..lol...i try to talk to the boys about him often cuz they never really get to talk to him, and i dont want them to think he just disappeared...

some days it feels like forever ago that he left, but others it seems like it is flying...i have been trying to stay busy...its odd though, cuz the busier i stay the more i miss him...which is opposite of what people say will happen...i think its cuz i want him here so bad to do those things with me...i cant wait for that...less then a year and i will have him home...he came up with an approximate date today...and im so excited to have something to look foreward to...something to count down to...it will feel like life is starting over...it will finally all be coming together...

its hard to imagine that soon we will be able to spend our nights together...wake up to each other in the mornings...do things together that couples are suppose to do...i know to some of you it still seems like a long time, but considering how long we have been apart, the rest of this time is nothing...here's to hoping the rest of the deployment goes fast, and without problem...

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