Saturday, June 14, 2008

A glass of wine and some clouds

it was such a perfectly beautiful day today, and i felt no need to enjoy it...Some days i feel so darn alone out here in BFE...I am tired of not really knowing anyone around here...I feel like a total outcast in this town...i have no friends to take walks with, or to just drop in to say hi...i had thought about going into South haven today, but i just didnt want to spend the day walking around alone...

earlier i decided to sit out on the back porch with a glass of wine, and watch the storm clouds roll in...i love to do that, yet i find myself not doing that kind of thing anymore...i very rarely take the quiet nature time that i love so much...im not sure why i dont really take the chances i have to really watch the clouds and birds anymore...i think part of it is, i just really cant stand it here anymore...i dont enjoy my yard, i think its so ugly...

well, tomorrow my new washer shows up...i cant wait for it to get here...it is so expensive to wash them at the laundrymat...its amazing to me that when something like that breaks your whole world turns upside down...well, the house does anyway...

i guess i really didnt have as much to talk about as i thought...lol...eh, it happens

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