Monday, July 7, 2008

The weekend is over

and honestly, im pretty happy that it is...i absolutely love Independance day and all that it stands for...but this year, i just couldnt give it the attention it deserved, and i feel pretty bad about it...but i just couldnt do it...i want my man home, i want this deployment to be over...i want to wake in the morning and feel him next to me...i want our life together to start...i just want him home...

i didnt go to watch any fireworks this weekend...i probably could have found a way to, but i just couldnt bring myself to go...I just cant seem to enjoy that stuff without my other half here...we watched a parade on friday, and that was fun...i love to see the kids faces light up with that kind of stuff...then Saturday we went swimming....Sunday we hung out here till Denny came to get the boys to take them to the South Haven fireworks...they were pretty excited about it..

The boys didnt go to school today....they didnt get home till midnight last night, so there was just no way i could have gotten them up...

I had to make an appointment for my Sasha kitty...she is sick...im kind of scared for her...she seems pretty sick...and she has had lots of accidents in the last couple of days...She goes in tomorrow...i hope they can fix whatever is wrong with her...

im not feeling so great tonight...ive got a headache from hell....i got to talk to Nick on the phone earlier...we got cut off after a while...his internet over there sucks! he can chat most of the time, but cant get on the net most of the time...and web cam is a rare occasion because his net is just to slow...once in a while we get lucky with it...but its been a while since ive seen his face...I figured i would eventually get use to this deployment...and i did for a while...but right now it just seems so hard...i dont know how to pull myself up out of this mood...i just miss him so much...

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