Saturday, August 16, 2008

Another day in paradise

This last week has been full of just me and kids...lol...Not much extra really....

I found an old friend on Myspace the other day...i was so excited...and even more excited after we talked on the phone...Conversation came easy for us, just like it did way back then...it was a little different, but thats becaues it has been so long, and there had been so many changes...but i am so glad to have found her again....it was wonderful, and i cant wait to talk more!

Nick got his internet back...its so nice to be able to chat with him...really nice...last night we were even able to get the webcam to work again...i hadnt seen his face except in pictures in quite a while....it was great...

The boys dad never showed up to pick them up for his weekend...he never gave an explanation even when they asked him...he wiggled his way out with an "i dont know"...and now the boys keep asking me...but im not gonna lie to them...i dont know why he didnt show for his weekend...and im sure not gonna make up stuff...I feel bad for them..and they are angry about it...i dont know what to do to make it any better for them...

So, this month im kinda stuck in Bangor...there was a situation with my account because of the ex and a bounced check, so now i have no money...im tired of not having any...I need a job...badly...i feel useless...and im out of ideas for me and the boys to do things around here...we are all just kinda tired of summer, and ready for school to start again...

Last night the "hood" was hoppin with lots of shouting and loud cars...noisy....i had a hard time sleeping...in fact, i didnt fall asleep till after 3, and was woke this morning by a neighbor...we slept with all the windows open last night. it was nice...kinda cold acutally....then at 6:30am i was torn out of sleep to the sound of puking...i could tell it wasnt one of the boys....someone was outside the neighbors house, next to my driveway, below my open bedroom window, puking for all the world to hear...that was not a sound i wanted to wake up to...

1 comment:

Erin S. said...

do you need anything?
I <3 you! :-)