Sunday, October 5, 2008

eh.

The last couple of weeks have been kinda long...all the boys have been sick..one right after another...Michaels only lasted a day..i swear he has an immune system made of steel...dominic was sick all last weekend, but didnt miss any school...then Steven got sick last Tuesday, and missed 3 days of school...He ended up with Tonsilitis...to then i get a call that from Denny's girlfriend saying Logan was sick...So they brought him home so i could take him to the doctor...he has tonsilitis also...ugh! im exhausted physically and emotionally from t hem being sick....its rough on us moms cuz we worry so much...really though, i wouldnt have it any other way..

things arent going too bad...when i came home from taking logan in on Saturday there was a box sitting on my front porch...this is what was inside *sigh* he loves me!

Things are going ok...i havent gotten a phone call from Nick in almost 2 weeks now...but ive talked to him online..the phones are down where he is working...sure cant wait till they are fixed..we are almost 10 months in to this deployment...11 months since i last seen him..im ready for r&r...which is coming up soon...i need it...he needs it...Thanksgiving is gonna rock this year

Denny called me at 8:30 tonight and asked if he could keep the boys overnight, and take them to school in the morning...i know it shouldnt, but it makes me uneasy...i think because its something new, and im just not use to it...im glad the boys get the extra attention from him, but on the other hand, he makes me nervous...not jealous or anything...i would have loved to have had a relationship with my dad, but its just all new to me...They need this attention from him...i just havent learned how to handle it yet...

conferences are this week...I am excited to hear how the kids are doing...my prediction is the report will be good for the twins...Logan, they will tell me is struggling still...and michael, well, he isnt doing as well this year as he has in past years...i think his teachers are not very understanding to his situation...i dont know, i could be wrong on it all..but it means a 4 day weekend next weekend...so, i will have to find things for the boys to do...hopefully they wont be too bored...

about 2 more months and all this legal crap should be done...im looking foreward to it...i need it to be done...i need something in my life to come to a completion...all these things hanging over my head is getting a bit overwhelming....i just need some peace of mind....

i would write more, but really im not in a very good mood tonight, so unless i want to turn this into a rant, i think i will go now...nighty night

1 comment:

Amanda said...

That is an adorable teddy bear. I'm glad he'll be home for Thanksgiving.