Sunday, January 4, 2009

The boys go back to school tomorrow...i think they are kinda glad...its been a long couple of weeks...we seemed so busy, and we need to get everything back to normal...its been great to have them home, but they are getting bored with being home...and the weather has prevented them from playing outside too much, cuz it goes from being insanely cold, to warm, rain to snow, and just nutty weather...i should write an ode to Michigan weather..lol...i do love the snow though...its just making it muddy right now...we get a ton of snow, then it warms up and rains....this is seriouslythe strangest weather i have seen in a long time...

the boys got a wii from their grandpa for christmas...i didnt really think i would like it at all...and im not the kind of mom that lets my kids sit in front of a tv, or in front of games all the time...in fact, we have a gamecube they have played only a few times in the last couple of years...but this is totally different!!! its great...it really gets the kids moving, and its set up so that it is easier for them to take turns on things...haha, we played it so much this weekend that my shoulder hurts...guess that means im getting old...but it will be great for the days they cant get outside...will help them get some of that couped up energy out...i cant wait to see what kind of games they make for it...

we had some friends over Saturday night...its been a long time since ive had much company...and the boys liked that there were other kids here...

I am so dang tired....i cant sleep for some reason...there are 2 scenarios that happen lately...i go to bed, fall asleep right away, then im awake a couple hours later, toss and turn for the rest of the night...or, i go to bed, toss and turn till 3 am, then sleep for a few hours, and im awake again...im seriously about to lose my mind from being so tired....i dont know why i cant sleep....but it really is getting old...

im putting another application in tomorrow, so wish me luck...i really need this job...it will work with the kids schedule, and that is what is most important...ive put my application in just about everywhere, but no one wants to hire for the hours im available...ugh, i need to work...i need some independance from this situation i am in....so send some energy my way, light a candle, or say a prayer....think good thoughts, whatever you can do....i just need this...for my sanity...

our final hearing is a week from tomorrow...im all emotions rolled into one at this point...

2 comments:

Erin S. said...

I love you! You're in my prayers..good luck sweety!!!

Oh and the kids go back tomorrow...I cannot wait! It it is time. LOL

Tara S. said...

i love you too!!! i put my app in for sub parapro, and one quit today cuz she got hired on permanant in teh kitchen...so i am hoping for it...it would only be a couple days a month, but hey, it would pay a bill..lol