Friday, January 9, 2009

no title really....

haha, i just couldnt think of a title...but its all good...someone will read it anyway!!

its been crazy snowing here in my little town...its very pretty, but very difficult to get around in...ive seen lots of little accident around town...people are just being careless on the icy roads...there are lots of cancellations for sports and things like that...i hope it stops soon for a bit...i have to go get the paperwork for my final hearing tomorrow night...i dont have a choice to go, i just have to...

its been 6 years since my last c-section..ive had 3...and lately my scar is so painful...its not as bad today, but still hurts...now its more like an ache....i think i pulled a muscle or something...its not the first time it has hurt...its just the worst...

The boys have been not doing so well in the homework area...so its time to crack down on that...time to crack down on it again...I cant seem to get logan to remember that he has it...in fact, i ask him what he did in school and he cant remember...when you sit down with him to try to get him to read he gets frustrated and tongue tied...but the teacher can send home a list of words in different types of print, and he reads it just fine...i just dont know how to help him...the teachers expect me to be a genious about teaching them, but im really just not good at it...i admit it...i dont know how to approach it...and there seems to be no one to teach me...my boys and i have a great relationship, but when it comes to homework, i have no idea what to do...i feel stupid for it...there are things they bring home, and i just look at it like "huh?"...i did well in school...i have no idea why i cant help them...i just know its frustrating...

So i am really struggling with the house right now...i get started trying to get it cleaned and organized, and i just dont seem to accomplish much with it...im tryin very hard....i kind of feel like a faliure at it..

today marks 13 months of Nicks deployment...im really proud of where we are in the relationship...ive seen alot of people torn apart by distance, and really it only seems to make us stronger...we deal well with it...its given us a chance to really learn to communicate...but with all we have learned, im glad that part of our lives is close to being over...a new chapter is about to begin...

Monday is the day...I will be free...finally...3 more days...

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