I am completely exhausted! I dont often work long hours, or do anything that requires too much energy, but I am tired anyway. last week I babysat, and worked, then had a 3 day weekend with the boys that consisted of moving almost nonstop. Yesterday I worked 2 different jobs...so I guess I do have a reason, sometimes it just dosnt feel like it. Maybe cuz my paychecks dont show it..lol I dont work that many hours at work, but I sure make up for it at home.
A part of me really misses being a stay at home mom. I think the worst part of it is that for so long I was in every aspect of the boys lives. And now it feels as though I am not any part of it at all. I work 3 nights a week, Wednesday nights when I am home its filled with catching up on things..Every other Friday they go to their dads house, so that night is pretty much shot. I feel so out of touch with them, and I just dont know what to do about it. I am overwhelmed with the feeling of not knowing them so well anymore. The woman that does the schedule give me as much time with them as possible on my weekends, so I get to see them some then, but alot of times weekends are a time when I need to catch up on household stuff.
Houshold stuff....man....I am pretty much doing it myself right now. Nicks job is physically draining, so I have been taking care of most of the house on my own. And he goes to school 3 days a week. I cant seem to keep up. I am trying so hard, and I just cant get it all done. Thank goodness I never claimed to be superwoman!
I remember when life was a little more laid back..lol..I really miss that. I am totally holding out for daytime hours...one day maybe
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