I dont really know how many of you know that I am Pagan. Been that way for a loooooong time. Does that mean I know details of what every Pagan believes? Not a bit of it. What I know is that I believe in the power of energy, the power of prayer (whatever the religion may be). I believe in magic, and I believe that anything is possible. I dont worship the devil. Dont even believe in him. I am still learning, I stopped trying for a while. Some bad decisions derailed me, I dont know how to find that path that takes me back to where I need to be.
I have a problem. I am lonely. Not lonely in a sense of I am unhappy, or in terms of my husband. Our relationship is fantastic. Couldnt be better.
I mean spiritually I am lost. I feel like I havent been living the way my thoughts a beliefs follow. I dont even know how to explain it really. I dont have anyone around me that believes the same things. I feel like I dont really have anyone to learn from. I miss the gatherings, and the festivals. I miss the fires, and the drumming, and the feeling of belonging. I am a spiritual mess at this point, and I just dont know how to turn it around.
I just want to belong, and feel that spiritual peace I once felt. I have lost it somehow. I dont know how to even begin to get it back.
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