Tuesday, April 30, 2013

My insecurities

I don't know at what point in my life I started to be such an insecure person.  You can bet, if it is annoying to me, it is definitely annoying to my husband, and anyone else around me.  I actually feel bad for him because of it.

I am actually thinking about making a doctors appointment to talk to them about my mood swings and anxiety.  Its freaking me out a bit.  Bipolar and depression run in my family, and I am so afraid it might be something like that.

I can go from zero to bitch in the blink of an eye.  I can feel it coming on, and removing myself from the situation doesn't make it any better.  I need help.  Any suggestions?  Anything natural you can think of that might help me?